Saturday, July 12, 2008
i have this urge to blog but nothning much in mind..
was having dinner with yuluan and chilling out at macdonald talking about our secondary school days till now. we have all graduate for nearly a year plus?
having her classmates which i donno if she even call them friends and me having my own clique.
think through and tell me.
even the closers friend you have.. how many are willing to stay by your side?
i never dare to think about this becos alot of people around me are changing.. these group of people are always on my top list of importance. jus becos i don have good relationship with my family? pretty true i think.
but for now.. i never wanna bother about anything anymore..
i have my bestie workmate ALICIA to perk me up at work.
my dearest galfren HUANG YULUAN listening to all my bitching
and complains and whining.
and i know MRHONG will always be there for me in everything.
this is enough for now..
mind me for such a random and i donno what im talking about post. i think i've been working so much that im getting so no life and very sick of it.
everyday is like a routine you see..
wake up and preparing myself for work.. stressing out in the clinic for 8 to 9 hours than go home and sleep.
waking up the next day doing the same thing again and again for everyday!
i used to go out and enjoy my life to the fullest but for now.. due to all the money matters that have been stressing me. i have no choice but to choose walking down the working path.
Alicia asked me "huh? i thought you always very happening one?"
ha. i don even know how to answer this question.
talking about work..
i told some of my collegues that i might be leaving in December..
im still pondering about this question.
Being a clinic assitant is never what i wan to do.
My clinic is just like a mini A&E. heart attack, astma on and on..
No one could expect how busy it can be..
and people always say "clinic assitant only! jus sit there and register.. so relax!"
i spent 6days working 8 to 9 hours there.. sometimes up till 14hours! dealing with fcuk up patient, claims and whole chunks of shit issues.
YES. i complain alot but im like used to the enviroment already? and now bonding quite good with MsSoh my manager that i've seen her covering alot of my mistake. Like today, i send a patient bloodtest without charging them.. she called up the patient and apologies as if its her fault and ask the patient to come back and pay..
should i stay on or not? but what can i do if im gonna quit that job? my collegues and even my manager wans me to leave becos they think im still young and should go out and enjoy myself to the fullest first. they know im not gonna be a clinicassitant forever.
what am i gonna do?
i wan to have fun as well.. maybe another holiday will do me good! =x
tml is my only off day but im totally not looking forward which i don even know why..
Saturday are suppose to be my HIGHEST day.. but from a big group of fun and nonsense and laughter we used to have..
and yes. i love to be surrounded by people who i loves and loves me.
It jus doesn't seems like how it is already.. and im getting myself use to it becos i know this is going to carry on..
iloveme@12:47 AM